Saturday, June 20, 2009

Finally
exam is over

my brain was merely exam's over this morning
then only i realized that it means another semester is over
time passes so fast don't you think so
[when i know that time passes but don't realize it]
does this actually make sense ?

Anyway
a good thing once exam and a semester had ended is that
when i reached home and looked at the books and notes around
i felt no more connected with them.
The books and notes released me so i am free !
Even if i put effort in the self prepared notes
i'm glad that i don't have to touch them anymore.
Poor notes- i hope they don't mind if i'm going to dump them soon >.<

Well this semester has been good
despite some changes in relation to people i meet, religion, the way i live, engaging in more activities and so forth ..
i learned and is grateful to all that had happened ;)

By the way it's late ! early ?
5.31 a.m. at the moment.
Em i should be sleeping ..
in fact i just came back an hour ago from singing k at Amp Square.
[just thought of blogging before i lost ideas about what i want to write ..]

Will be going back to my hometown on Sunday and i haven't started packing yet.
Headache, how to pack ? >.<

Editing some blog posts soon as they can't be viewed and it's getting messy here !
zzz

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Exam mode

5 more days to Malaysian Corporate Governance exam
8 to
Employment Law
9 to
Organizational Behavior
and
12 to
International Business
!!!

I can't wait to finish exam soon
12 days seem very fast
but the studying process is suffering
can't even do things that i want to
‘BOUND BY TIME’
notes & textbooks in front of me everyday!
don't know how much did i absorb
tiring

Lots of studying
but
not so much of studying also
i still go out a lot!
and i still want to go out
I want to go out to breathe the fresh air!
then i want to go for a run
my brain is exhausted!
but ‘nobody to go with’
i suppose nobody wants to go for a run with me also
they either think that that is ridiculous or
they don't do exercises
WHY!
okay fine
everybody is in exam mode [study only]

Thursday, May 28, 2009

救救我!!!

一整个星期
一直一直忙
唔, 救救我。。
快喘不过气呢
明天
后天
大后天
噢。。
我真的快倒了
其实不够睡
加上压力
难怪

好累好累
一大堆事情等着我
真的
没力气
考试
也快到
时间却难追

最近
连吃饭也没时间
肚子也没力气叫
糟
真的
糟

唔
头脑
眼睛
手
脚
连心
也全累了

连读书也想吐
疯了

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Study!

These few days i was busy studying
the other day when i arranged study schedule
then only i realized i have a lot of syllabus to cover
then i realized time is not at all sufficient
unless i manage to study more than i have arranged everyday
or else i won't be able to finish lots more!
but everyday is already packed
how am i going to do more?!

4th day of positioning myself in study mode
until now i still cannot study more than i have arranged
18 days to exam

i am chasing time to do the impossible!
God
please give me strength!

i will be busy the following weeks
no time to blog

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Restore me!

Finally i am free from assignments!
after so long
you know these 15 days
i can feel that my body has gone really weak
lack of sleep
lack of exercise
lack of everything
glad that everything is over now
at least i can rest a little while

How long shall i rest to restore my energy?
exam is coming soon
these few days i hardly can concentrate in lectures
furthermore have to start revising for finals d
but i am still tired
perhaps i shall sleep 1 day 24 hours first!

Anyway i won't be resting long
time doesn't allow me to do so
my textbooks are all new
means that i never touch them at all
exaggerating
anyway really besides attending lectures and tutorials hardly can revise whatever thing
it is always like that!
is it i played too much?
or it is like that?

Tired
God!!!
restore me!!!
restore my energy!!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

爸妈妹妹要来了!

唔
该写什么
不想提 assignment
不是做到 frustrated 啦
这几天进度还不错
只不过对这个字厌倦了

爸妈和妹妹星期五会来 KL
我还想
我有时间见你们吗?
看 assignment 的进度
还可以的
所以
星期六我和哥就会找他们咯;)
只不过不过夜了
我还很忙

妈还叫我带 assignment 去做好了
我说。。怎么带???

我做 assignment
满地都是书
乱七八糟的
嘻嘻
没那么夸张

嗯
期待见你们呢
我蛮想念一家人一起吃饭的
虽然大妹妹没来
可还是期待

顺便出去透透气

该去睡了
明天上早的

Monday, May 11, 2009

我真的快要疯了

结果 5am 才睡
今早 10am 起
终于交了 assignment

刚才跟 XW 他们聊了一下
我一直 complain 太多 assignment
我真的快要疯了
Javier 说我看起来还好
哈哈
表面是
我说
我真的快要疯了!

昨晚还能睡五个小时
算好
4pm 回来躺了两小时
午觉
竟然睡不着!
现在头晕
那些比我睡得更少的
你们是怎么撑的
我真的。。无话可说

可是 my advice
可以的话
还是尽量早点睡呢
经常熬夜不好
尤其是女生
超过十二点睡失去的睡眠
是你怎么睡午觉也补不回的

其实连我自己
也整天过十二点才睡

不过还是
大家尽量早点睡吧!!!

我发现
最近写 blog 常出现三个恐怖的字
就是

am, pm 还有 assignment!!!!!
嘻嘻
没吓到你们吧?
对我而言真的好恐怖哦。。

还有两个 assignment 一个 presentation
我真的快要疯了!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Employment law assignment!

One whole day assignment!
i am going to faint
i have been in front of my laptop since 9 am
now is 00.08 am
well don't count i went to eat, toilet, stand up a while whatever

This is so tiring!
and i'm not even sure if i have been writing the correct things
500 words to go
and FOOTNOTES!
and re-check
so many more
i am so tired
NOW

Shall i sleep early
or
shall i not

shall i continue
shall i stop

Dilemma

Now is 00.12 am
time is running out!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

又一天

今天很累
干 footnotes
本来昨晚要干完
结果不会做
问谁也不懂

有谁可以告诉我真正 law 的 references 怎么做?

今早七点五十起床
以为 refer 下不同的 examples 就会懂怎么做
结果不同的 example 不同的做法
真搞得我头昏昏

算了吧
乱做

伤脑筋
结果
现在头痛
糟
今晚又不能做什么了
都是 law 惹的祸

叹气

剩下的三个 assignment 也超伤脑筋的
救命啊!


十一点五十五赶完 footnotes
十二点上 CG tutorial
今天心情不是很好

昨晚 Madeline 打给我
懂你面对着一些事情
心疼你却不在你身边
耳边的声音好像你在旁边却隔着那么远的距离
好让我想
要怎么去更关心那么遥远的朋友

只好


“
你要坚强
我也一样


九点十九
没吃晚餐
不饿

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

静静的

终于完了 CG assignment
只剩 footnotes 今晚再做吧
来着还有很多事情要完成
还算好
因为还没有很压力
晚上睡眠不足
上课回来还会睡一致两个小时
才继续做 assignment

生活变得规律些也好
这样我不觉得我在浪费时间
时间多么珍贵
我又怎么舍得把它无意义的流逝
虽然偶尔也会不知不觉的那样

静静的坐着
静静的做 assignment
连我的周围也是静静的
这段时间都这样
一切
都静了起来


静静的偶然
我总是回忆过去
也只好静静的思念


听说两点会停电
我还是赶快出门
不然 lift 没 function
我就要走楼梯了
去 monash
继续做 assignment
等下四点上课