Oww can't believe i've abandoned my blog for so long
poor blog

Uh what should i write now?
since i've abandoned this blog for almost six months haha
maybe some updates about my life so far

Wow six months
definitely many good and bad things happened
ya of course, but i don't think i've such good memory to remember all
you know when we face difficult times we tend to forget the good things that happened in our life
i bet that's how most people are right?
because that's how i am too
but
i'm reminded today
that how could i have forgotten the grace of God in my life
yea, how could i

Yup i'm currently in the down times of my life
can't explain why and what happened
it's just, i couldn't lift up my mood
things aren't that bad actually
i mean, things aren't bad at all
it's just, me
i think

Am in my final sem now
a lil more than a month more before exam
and that's it i'm graduating!
provided that i pass all my units la lol
haih actually i 不舍得 la!:(


That's all for now first
i'll tell more next time k gee..

It's mid-semester break!
wow
can't believe half of the semester is actually gone!
tic toc time is saying both hi and bye to me at the same time
in fact it's doing the same thing to everyone isn't it?

but how have i been these five weeks?
reflecting back
i think it was really awesome!;)
awesome in a sense that i got myself so busy and drained!
em
then why is that so awesome huh?
haha

a friend was commenting that i looked pale and weak all the time
indeed i still don't have enough sleep until now:(
[my fault for not sleeping earlier]
she asked me why did i make myself so busy,
whether i was running away from any problems?

NO, i answered;)


i think there's nothing wrong with getting myself busy
important is
what am i actually doing?
and through these weeks i've learned that we should really do things that can last into eternity
NOT JUST things that contribute to our future

em
getting a bit too complicated huh? ;)
but isn't that true?
does it worth our WHOLE LIFE doing something that we cannot bring along with us when we leave the world?
and in fact
things that last into eternity is no other than God's work!


I was reminded by some friends today
that life is really fragile
just flip the newspaper and you'll know
we never know what will happen tomorrow
but thank God we're still alive today
so
shouldn't we appreciate more of our time huh?

Maybe some of you may wanna ask

so what am i supposed to do?
who am i?
why am i here where i am now?
and where am i going to?
...

why not ask your Creator through Jesus Christ! ;)

cough cough
yup
m still coughing
cough until
i
cannot
sleep
=.=


hopefully getting well soon
i want to sing k!

lol

;)

alright
someone is forcing me to update
lol

so
m back in KL now
n immediately fever n sorethroat n cough attacked me
n i did not manage to defend
my immune system is indeed weak =.=

argh
i just don't like to fall sick
especially when nobody's beside me:(
luckily m feeling much better now;)

u know i love to shower with somewhat hot water
that my family kept complaining about me adjusting the temperature to almost high
mum told me that that's not good for my skin
but her words went in from my one ear n out from another one
then the other day i read that cold bath could actually strengthen our body's immune system
oh my how could i not know that at all =.=
n now i start to adjust the water temperature lower

so
finally
lol

zz


by the way
sports anyone?
i really miss doing sports, but not alone la

argh!
m too slow in updating
sorry, people
;)

well
this continues from the previous post
but this time in English
lol


yup
so i flew back to Malaysia on the 13 December 2009 at night
that means i was going to part with my best buddy again
it had already been 9 months before we met again for 2 weeks in Brisbane
...
countdown to 13 December 2009 was really fast:(

you said "see you!"
i asked "when will we see each other again?;)"
you answered "maybe 2011!"
...
i took a deep breath n smiled

m
gonna
miss
you
again

哇!
超久没写blog
嘻嘻

回Malaysia也有一段时间了
一切还好
除了整天肚子疼以外=.=


三个月的假期
有一个月是在Australia
去了Sydney, Gold Coast还有Brisbane
一次过玩个够!;)

去Brisbane找Madeline
在她哪里待了两个星期
没有特别去那里玩
只跟她
出出进进
进进出出
陪她
忙她要忙的东西
我也很快乐;)

我们还做蛋糕呢
我还把她的厨房弄得乱七八糟的
呵呵
我不会做蛋糕嘛。。


to be continued。。;)

4th day of holiday
but
i am still busy
everyday
=.=


I still don't know what elective to choose!!

zzz
help!!

Happy Holidays to me!!

haha

after exams;)
but not as free as i thought
i've so so many more things to do

lol

today
washed clothes
washed shoes
packed things
but all halfway lol
em
less than half i mean

haha!

by the way
i'll be leaving to Sydney on the 21st Nov
then
i'll be going to Gold Coast and Brisbane
then back to Malaysia on the 13th Dec
that's why
i've so many things to do now!!

;)
>.<


i need to re-enrol for next sem
one elective
which i still don't know what to take
i came across this unit [website authoring] from Faculty of Information Technology
hmm
sounds interesting
but
i'm still considering

=.=

i still don't have enough sleep

zzz

最近赶 assignment
本来想快点做完
然后做一些自己想做的事情
可是
心
还是会不想做
脑袋
它告诉我它很累
唔
真没力气
我只想出去走走

assignment
赶是会赶完
只是
我赶不上时间


有时候
我多么想去珍惜时间的每一分每一秒
却发现
我总是被时间拖着走
还来不及完成
本来说好要完成的东西
我
却被时间拖走了

时间
就这样
破碎了
就在我面前

剩下的是
我永远都捡不起来的
时间碎片

下午
睡了四小时
很累
这几天
睡眠不足

唔
明天就 week 9 了
exam timetable 星期四出
这么快!!! 是我第一个反应
其实
不会快
都说是 week 9 了

快的只是时间

每过一天
我就少了一天
这
并不重要
重要的是我怎么走过每一天


曾经
我以为
努力
是为了保证自己的前程
是为了做一个成功的人
是为了实现梦想
人都以为这样人生就会有意义
我
也曾是这么想的
我想
人都是这么想的吧

然后才发现
这些
都是自私的
人生自私的意义

人啊人
什么时候才觉悟
跟随上帝才是人生的意义啊

人都以为
不做坏事就 okay 了
我也曾是这么想的
原来
人
还要做对人

这世界
是邪恶的
不是能够 survive 在这邪恶的世界里最重要
我们还要懂得分辨对于错
。。。


我的每一天
要为了上帝而活!!!

我
恋上回忆?

十二点三十三
不想睡
盯着电脑
等待什么?

最近我是怎么了
心
淡淡的
心情
淡淡的

对人对事也变得不耐烦
真搞不懂自己
闷了
累了
或。。
我不懂


天气渐渐的变热了
怎么我的心变冷了?

神啊求你引导我
求你充实我
别让我一直活在过去

毕竟
过去是不会再出现的现实

I am back again
am I?

if you have noticed
I've edited some posts
and deleted some
they just don't look good


It's week 7 now!
time flies doesn't it
at least i realize that time passes
unlike in KL i always don't notice it

just handed in an assignment today
6 more coming

after class i went to xw's room and she was blogging
so it reminded me i haven't been blogging for ages
that's why i'm here now

how have i been?
classes, assignments, eat, sleep, skip classes, play
is that considered good?
okay good since i'm not sick in melbourne at this time lol;)
but i miss malaysia
i miss food
i miss entertainment
i miss my friends

Finally
exam is over

my brain was merely exam's over this morning
then only i realized that it means another semester is over
time passes so fast don't you think so
[when i know that time passes but don't realize it]
does this actually make sense ?

Anyway
a good thing once exam and a semester had ended is that
when i reached home and looked at the books and notes around
i felt no more connected with them.
The books and notes released me so i am free !
Even if i put effort in the self prepared notes
i'm glad that i don't have to touch them anymore.
Poor notes- i hope they don't mind if i'm going to dump them soon >.<

Well this semester has been good
despite some changes in relation to people i meet, religion, the way i live, engaging in more activities and so forth ..
i learned and is grateful to all that had happened ;)

By the way it's late ! early ?
5.31 a.m. at the moment.
Em i should be sleeping ..
in fact i just came back an hour ago from singing k at Amp Square.
[just thought of blogging before i lost ideas about what i want to write ..]

Will be going back to my hometown on Sunday and i haven't started packing yet.
Headache, how to pack ? >.<

Editing some blog posts soon as they can't be viewed and it's getting messy here !
zzz

救救我!!!

一整个星期
一直一直忙
唔, 救救我。。
快喘不过气呢
明天
后天
大后天
噢。。
我真的快倒了
其实不够睡
加上压力
难怪

好累好累
一大堆事情等着我
真的
没力气
考试
也快到
时间却难追

最近
连吃饭也没时间
肚子也没力气叫
糟
真的
糟

唔
头脑
眼睛
手
脚
连心
也全累了

连读书也想吐
疯了

爸妈妹妹要来了!

唔
该写什么
不想提 assignment
不是做到 frustrated 啦
这几天进度还不错
只不过对这个字厌倦了

爸妈和妹妹星期五会来 KL
我还想
我有时间见你们吗?
看 assignment 的进度
还可以的
所以
星期六我和哥就会找他们咯;)
只不过不过夜了
我还很忙

妈还叫我带 assignment 去做好了
我说。。怎么带???

我做 assignment
满地都是书
乱七八糟的
嘻嘻
没那么夸张

嗯
期待见你们呢
我蛮想念一家人一起吃饭的
虽然大妹妹没来
可还是期待

顺便出去透透气

该去睡了
明天上早的

我真的快要疯了

结果 5am 才睡
今早 10am 起
终于交了 assignment

刚才跟 XW 他们聊了一下
我一直 complain 太多 assignment
我真的快要疯了
Javier 说我看起来还好
哈哈
表面是
我说
我真的快要疯了!

昨晚还能睡五个小时
算好
4pm 回来躺了两小时
午觉
竟然睡不着!
现在头晕
那些比我睡得更少的
你们是怎么撑的
我真的。。无话可说

可是 my advice
可以的话
还是尽量早点睡呢
经常熬夜不好
尤其是女生
超过十二点睡失去的睡眠
是你怎么睡午觉也补不回的

其实连我自己
也整天过十二点才睡

不过还是
大家尽量早点睡吧!!!

我发现
最近写 blog 常出现三个恐怖的字
就是

am, pm 还有 assignment!!!!!
嘻嘻
没吓到你们吧?
对我而言真的好恐怖哦。。

还有两个 assignment 一个 presentation
我真的快要疯了!

Employment law assignment!

One whole day assignment!
i am going to faint
i have been in front of my laptop since 9 am
now is 00.08 am
well don't count i went to eat, toilet, stand up a while whatever

This is so tiring!
and i'm not even sure if i have been writing the correct things
500 words to go
and FOOTNOTES!
and re-check
so many more
i am so tired
NOW

Shall i sleep early
or
shall i not

shall i continue
shall i stop

Dilemma

Now is 00.12 am
time is running out!

又一天

今天很累
干 footnotes
本来昨晚要干完
结果不会做
问谁也不懂

有谁可以告诉我真正 law 的 references 怎么做？

今早七点五十起床
以为 refer 下不同的 examples 就会懂怎么做
结果不同的 example 不同的做法
真搞得我头昏昏

算了吧
乱做

伤脑筋
结果
现在头痛
糟
今晚又不能做什么了
都是 law 惹的祸

叹气

剩下的三个 assignment 也超伤脑筋的
救命啊!


十一点五十五赶完 footnotes
十二点上 CG tutorial
今天心情不是很好

昨晚 Madeline 打给我
懂你面对着一些事情
心疼你却不在你身边
耳边的声音好像你在旁边却隔着那么远的距离
好让我想
要怎么去更关心那么遥远的朋友

只好


“
你要坚强
我也一样


九点十九
没吃晚餐
不饿