矛盾

我
一直包容
只为了你开心

你
却说辛苦
因为我为了包容你
没有直话直说

我有不满
还一直包容
我知道这样
你辛苦

我说
亲爱的朋友
你
为了我
我又怎么会不懂
我
又何曾不是
为了你

我
不过
只想对你更好不埋怨。。。
却
辛苦了你

不再包容
你
会否开心?
我呢?

退一步
海阔天空?

愿上帝引导。。。

I don't want to stop

Sigh
...
...
why am i getting so bored and frustrated?
do i have nothing else to do other than fetching my sisters?

I just don't want to stop...
to stop and think
because i think too much...

I guess i need a longer time
to adapt to my life nowadays and yet to come

It must be the distance apart...
it must be the sweet memory
that trigger my brain
to think

I don't want to stop
i can do anything
as long as i stop to think

I guess i need somebody else...

Sigh
...
...

原谅深厚的友谊

是深厚的友谊，所以重视。
是重视，所以在乎。
是在乎，所以要求。
是要求，所以期望。
是期望，所以等待。
是等待，所以期求。
是期求，所以失望。
是失望，所以难过。
是难过，所以责备。
是责备，所以让你伤心。
是让你伤心，所以惭愧。
。。。

原谅我，
都是我的错。。。

原谅我让你伤心。
原谅我责备。
原谅我难过。
原谅我失望。
原谅我期求。
原谅我等待。
原谅我期望。
原谅我要求。
原谅我在乎。
原谅我重视。
。。。

请求你原谅，
原谅深厚的友谊。。。

思念已经无处可归,

我
错
吗
?

See you again, my dear friend...

And finally i'm back to K.K.

Well, today was quite tiring because I almost didn't sleep the whole night yesterday. I slept over at Madeline's uncle's house as he will be sending us to KLIA.

It was already almost 1am after bathing. So i slept at 1 something, but then i didn't know why i can't sleep. I had to wake up at 4am. My flight was 7.30am. Madeline and i reached airport at 5 something. So early lo, but the uncle wanted to fetch us that early..so like that lo..haha..

We reached K.K. at 10.10am. My parents were already waiting. After bringing the luggages back home, mum brought us to eat lunch. We weren't really hungry as we ate twice, breakfast and in the plane.

After lunch, we came home and took nap for few hours. Then woke up, bathed and went to eat dinner at dad's restaurant.

After dinner, i sent Madeline to the airport, helped her to check in before i left.

Sad to see you go...

as you leave...

are you feeling the same feeling as mine?...

Later, i went to mum's friend's house to fetch mum and my sister, sat there a while before we came home.

And here i am, switching on my laptop and start blogging again.

I wonder when do we meet again?

I am gonna miss you so much,

I have known you for 22 months until now,

so short,

but it means so much to me,

so wherever you are,

how near...

how far...

i believe everyday will keep us close,

will you believe it too?

I am united with my friend in heart, what matters if our distance is wide apart?

Back! time flies

I'm back!!! from Ipoh and Cameron Highlands.

Yeah I went to Ipoh and Cameron on the 1-3 Dec with Madeline, Sen Ming, CC, Michelle, Judith, Yee Jin and Kim Woon.

Will post the pics when i get them.

Well, my exam results were released on the 27 Nov. Not too good but not too bad. Luckily can pass all so I should be satisfied.

Btw, time flies. It will be like

10 days...

9 days...

8 days...

7...

6...

5...

4...

3...

2...

1 day...

and I will be going back to my hometown,

Madeline will be going back to her hometown as well.

That means I will not see her again until I don't know when, since she will further her studies in Australia next year...sad.

Gonna miss you lotsss.

"You are my best friend forever...

we are together too much,

but far not enough..."

My dear friend

Dear Madeline wanted me to post this pic,

so this is it!!!

Well the teddy bear was her birthday present from me,
and so we named it 'My My',

because M stands for Madeline and Y stands for Yin Fei.

25 more days=(

Some friends are special,
it's hard to explain why.

The thing is that you know that you are very lucky to have met this person.

You know that this kind of friendship comes along once in a lifetime and you are really grateful to be part of it.